next step of my life

"What do you plan to do after you graduate from Diploma?"

this is the question that always been asked all these days..

this is also a question that i asked myself frequently these days as this is the final semester for my Diploma level.

seriously, i don't know what is the next move i want or i plan to take.

i've thought of wanted to work after Diploma,

i've thought of continue Advanced Diploma,

i've thought of proceed to Degree..

but all these decision is only last for a short period,三分钟热度.

i still can't confirm what is the next step of my life...

i might as well find a work to earn money from young?

or might as well proceed to Degree to gain more knowledge for better pay in the future??

it's very hard for me to make decision...

haiz...can anyone tell me what is the next move i should take?

Amazing Results! ^.^

i shud update my blog on time actually,

bt i was too lazy to log in..

until today, i decide to update ..=P

well, i've got my final exam's results!^^

and im happy with my result.

u knw why??

coz i passed all my subjects!!!!!

i was like ''WOW!!!!!"

when i get to knw my result =DD

i tell myself, "finally i did it!"

coz for the passed 5 sems, i've been failing at least one subject every semester started from the first semester..><

can u imagine hw dissappointed i am when i saw my result for the passed few sems..=(

tat is why i felt sooooooo Happy when i knw i passed all the subjects~

i finally knw tat u will deserve a good result when u work hard..

i hope i will do it as well in dis semester in order to graduate on time!

not hesitate to tell u my results =P

ME A

MIS A-

MYOB A

MA B+

keep it up Charlotte!

u can do it!!

Jia you!!^^

6 May 2011

basically i hv been emo for abt 4 days..if im nt mistaken..

i dun knw why...

i dun knw why i cant juz let it go..

maybe i were juz too small gas..maybe.

maybe, im still waiting him to do somethng to make me happy..

bt actually he did. he do try to make me happy

bt then, my heart still feel angry, unhappy, dissappointed..

till nw, i gt ntg to talk,ntg to chat with him..

we were nt like previous anymore..

thngs between us changed..

tmr(7 May 2011) will be his 21th advanced birthday party...

honestly, i feel excited before we argue..

bt after argument, i hv no feeling with it anymore..

moreover, i was thnking hw am i goin to face him tmr?

can anyone tell me what's wrong with me?

pretty

after my observation,

i realised tat The best accessory a girl can own is confidence.

a girl will naturally become pretty when they hv confident.

hmm...

i hope i can be pretty too...

bt too bad..im nt><

lack of confidence i guess=P

eventually, i realised tat im gaining weight!><

my face from 'V-shape' turns into round,

my waist from 26 increase to 28 i thnk..=(

i told myself to keep fit actually...

bt too bad..

my will nt strong enuf..

i continue to eat rather than exercise><

hmm...

i thnk i shud start from today! [i hope i can do it=X]

gambateh!=)

[ 宿舍一人篇 ]

经过一连串的lecture,

tutorial,

coursework,

assignment,

还有FINAL EXAM,

终于,来到了所有活在这世界上的人都爱的[假期]!=D

这次的假期长达一个月呢! 多好啊!

可很不幸的是，我必须在假期的第三个星期回到学院..=(

原因？

原因是因为我加入了拉曼学院武术研究会.(p/s: 嫁鸡随鸡 xD, 开玩笑的啦~)

学会为了要在society day当天要我们表演一些东西给新的学生，所以要练习..

就这样，我只享受短短两个星期的假期..

也就这样现在的我就在宿舍的食堂独自一人上网,写写部落..

每天就困在房间里对着电脑..不是看戏,就是听歌,不然就是玩游戏..

说实话，真的有够力无聊的咯~

没人陪我聊天..每天看戏就只有戏里的人对我说话,而我却不能对它说话>

hmmm....有朋友在身旁的确是好的..

至少可以聊聊天..

还好早上又到学院练习武术，还有人可以和我聊天..=)

希望我这几天不会闷到'发霉'吧~=X

23 FEB 2011..[RESULT]

result is OUT!!!!!!
oh gosh....
i tried to online abt 10am bt thr is no line for me to surf the net..>wait and wait and wait for thr line in the end no..=='''
thus,i decide to gv up as i waited for so long and the time to go college is around the corner..

around 1pm+,babe ask for my password of tarc intranet and he check my result for me.
oh god...
seriouly, i dun dare to open my msg by the time the msg was delivered to me..=3
i dare up myself and open up my msg,
surprisingly,i passed all subjects except MA..T.T
bt i feel glad abt it actually.
coz i tot i will failed more than a subject..
phew..1 subject is ok for me as it is my 'culture'..=='''

nw,my wish is to pass all subjects in this sem and oso the last sem..
GOD BLESS me~~

JIA YOU charlotte!!=)

22 Feb 2011

exam result is coming out by tmr...=3

seriously,i feel nervous and scare as well.

coz i knw my result will be kinda sucks dis time as i didnt do well in the exam..

i knw, tmr will be an unhappy day for me

i knw, i will feel vry dissappointed of myself tmr..

i knw,my parents will dissappointed on me as well when they get to knw tat..

i knw, i will be scolded by father when he knows tat..

i knw, i hv to waste another RM100 for each subject i failed...

i knw...i could predict wat will happen tmr..

i wanted to chg the fact..

bt it's too late..

i cant chg it,

i've no power to do tat..

the only thng i could do is feeling sad,

the only thng i could do is feeling unhappy,

the only thng i could do is feel dissappointed,

the only thng i could do is do well for dis semester..[i dunu whether i can]

i hope thr is miracle tmr...*pray*