dissappointment....

as my new sem begins...
my exam result released 2 days after tat...
nervous with my results...
keep on wondering wat results i'll get..><

till the day result going to be released,
i cant slp well ><
wake up early in the morning,
msg with my dar dar,
n both of us waiting for the result ><
for the whole morning,
i slp n awake,slp n awake
i guess im too nervous of it...

im worry abt my eng n bms...
luckily,i get my eng a pass^^
bt unfortunately...
as wat i expected,
my bms....i get a failed..
haiz...
efforts are put on it bt in return?
a C- :(
y i get such result??
not enuf of effort??
guess so...
haiz...
hv to resit it for the 2nd time
honestly,
i feel like giving up of it
i feel fed up!
bored of sitting for the same paper for the 3rd time!
haiz...
can the examiner juz close one eye n open the other eye n juz at least gv me a pass??
feel sad,unhappy,dissappointed n gek sam recall abt my result
haiz...
bt i felt happy for my result too..(actually oni a bit happy)
coz at least i get 2 A in my exam...
i think i cant get such a result anymore...
i didnt expect so high in dis sem...
coz as i said b4,
zero confident for all the subjects...
i oni hope tat i can pass all...
really really hope so...
haiz...
hope i can do it...

mayb dis sem..
i will put more of my time in my studies..
maybe oni lar ><
if i really did tat..
hope my lover can understand me oo..

School Begins...

seems tat my holiday has cum to the end...:(
haiz...
hv to go back to the sucks place again...
a place tat full of STRESS!!!
Grrrr!!!!
y do time flies so quickly...???
cant it juz let me enjoy my life in hometown longer...??
hate it....
if i hv a choice
i will choose nt to cum back again...
i will nt wan to go back to the place tat make me stress up!><
im dreaming
coz the truth is,i hv no choice!><
i do not hv U-Turn
i hv to continue my studies thr for another 1yr n 4 months...
haiz....
frm the bottom of my heart
i vry vry regret choosing this road
i shud hv choose another road
haiz...
study...study...study...
hope in dis new sem...
i wont fail again...
coz i hv zero confident for all the subjects...
seriously...
hope i can make it...

enjoy ur sch life charlotte~

dar dar's birthday~*

happy birthday to u~

happy birthday to u~

happy birthday to dar dar~~~~

happy birthday to u~~~~~~^^

dar dar sing urself har~

no music for u oo~^^

soli ya~^^

my dar dar old old liao lu~~

20 yrs old liao~^^

bt nvm lar~ hor??xP

think positively lu~

dar dar mature liao~^^

dai go zai jor~^^

adult jor lu~^^

as wat i wish~

i celebrated his bday with him~^^

n he celebrate with his frends b4 his actual bday~

hmm...

in between..

conflicts are around us~

everytime discuss abt it,

for sure,

conflict occurs..

my problem actually~

dunu y my hot tempered nowadays..><

sorry babe~

bt wat i wan to say is..

happy to c u...
n happy to celebrate ur bday with u~

i knw dis bday is nt perfect enuf..

sorry lou gong....

sorry...

hope i can gv u a perfect bday in future oo..

ok??

love you lou gong~~muacks^^

Malacca One DaY TriP~*

malacca~malacca~malacca~^^
went to malacca on the 8 may 2010 with my frends~^^
Peai Yee,Irene,TK,Osken & Seng Fong~
dis is the 1st time i went travelling with them~^^
except for Seng Fong..
we went to several places~
we went to eat the famous chicken rice,
malacca red house,
dataran pahlawan for shopping,n we took a lot of photos too~^^
although the we are under the hot sun><
after tat we went to a comfortable,high class cafe to eat千层蛋糕,
we eat till vry vry full~><><><
bt it's worth for me n peai yee stand for so long~^^
coz it's nice!^^
gud gud~^^
hmm...nice trip nice trip^^

work...work...work...@@

according to the title above,
it clearly shows tat i am working
i started work since 4 may 2010...(tuesday)
work as a teacher for a taska~^^
a working place tat are full of children!
hmmm...its nt easy to work thr...
WHY??
it is bcoz,
u hv to SHOUT all the time ><
for example:
time:time to drink milk
situation:im asking a 3 yrs old girl to drink milk
the 3 yrs old girl slowly drink her milk,bt after a while,she stop drinking

i ask her to drink again

bt she didnt do it

then her 6 yrs old sis come to me

she said:老师你这样讲她不会怕的，你要讲等下她的牛奶被猫拿走她才会怕的~

=="'

then the 3yrs old girl quickly drink her milk..><

this shows tat children really 'tian zhen'..

although they are naughty,bt sometimes,

they are quite cute~^^

i love some of them~^^

they are cute n 乖 too~^^

hmm...work thr is quite tiring...
evryday when im home,
i will feel tired...

thus,
i sleep early everyday dis week...
hmmm....it's a good experience^^

happY daY~*

03.05.2010
today is a happy day for me..
n for my lou gong too i guess..^^
after 10 days didnt c each other face-to-face,
finally we c each other today!^^
happy^^
although 10 days is nt consider a long time period, bt for me,
it was long...
very very long..
it was just like a decade><
during dis 10 days,
my days were fulled of 'miss'..
miss him a lot..
n today...
we meet each other!^^
we went shopping n movie at sg. wang n time square..
we watched a movie entitled 'The Losers'
nice movie..
didnt waste our money^^
coz in the beginning my dar dar wanted to watch 'Ip Man'
bt it was fulled!><
thus,in the end,
we choose tat movie..
b4 the movie starts, dar dar was vry vry worry tat i would nt like tat movie
coz im vry 挑剔 in movie actually^^
i prefer love story,humour,fairy tale or cartoon
bt,after the movie ends,tat movie didnt disappoint me
n dar dar din worry ler~^^
then,we move on to pack our dinner
we packed kfc!
after tat...
is the joureney bak to hostel ler...
Dar Dar...im happy today..seriously...
u had make me smile n cry..
smile bcoz im happy to c u..
cry..bcoz i will b vry miss u..
im alone in hostel nw..
quite lonely..
miss the moment when u r with me in hostel..full of fun n happiness..
the important thng is,
i can c u..
i love you babe...
happy to c u today..
n happy 203 days anniversary~^^