Thursday, June 27, 2013

面对_接受_向前


In the interview,the interviewer ask me to introduce myself and say something about my weaknesses and strengths.

I would say that one of my weaknesses are lack of confidence.

I don't even know since when I became so coward.
I'm afraid and worry of everything.
My academic results, my relationship, 
even now my future career.
I even dare not send out the resume.
Gosh! It's terrible. Yea, I know, it's terrible.
I shouldn't be that way.

After I tell the interviewer about my story,
she analysed myself.
She makes me realised that I'm actually keep refreshing how well I am in the past,
and I actually did not move and and accept the changes that I'm facing.
After she said that, some pictures flashed through my mind.
What she said is true! 

Argh! I hate myself right now actually.
No, I have to make a change.
I have to accept and move on!

Come on Charl! You can do it!
Be brave and you will be proud of yourself!
These are some quotes to motivate myself.





Monday, June 24, 2013

Happy 11 Months ♥


24 June 2013 (Monday)

Yeap, it's today.
It's our 11 months together. =)

I'm blessed!
I feel thankful that I met him.
He is such a loving man.

Dear,
Thank you for loving me;
Thank you for caring me;
Thank you for enduring me;
Thank you for tolerating me;
Thank you for everything.

You do make me feel happy always,
Sometimes you did some stupid actions to make me laugh like mad.
(Other people thinks that you are cool) LOL
Actually you are not cool in front of me, you are a fool? haha

Dear, I Love You!
Happy 11 Months together!




Sunday, June 16, 2013

Mr.and Mrs.


I believe every girl in this world have a dream.
Even it's not "every", then it would be "most".
I believe most of the girls in this world has a dream.
Just like the fairy tale.
Every girl wish there is a prince who will love her forever.
Every girl wish there is a prince who will marry her.
Yes, this is one of my dream.

Since I grown up, I do wish there is a man who will take care of me.
I do wish to get married with the man I love.
Of course, the man have to love me too.
Since I'm 16, I wish I could get married when I'm 25.
Hmm.. let's see will it comes true in future. =)

One of my best friend is going to get married next year (11 January 2014).
I'm happy to hear this news.
She found her Mr.Right.
Hope she will have happiness ever after. 

Marriage ain't easy.
It's not the same as when in a relationship.
It's a new chapter of the entire life.
It's ain't easy to maintain.

It's a life that we've to learn to be even more responsible than before.
We have to be more tolerance than before.
hmm.. many more that we have to learn to maintain a good marriage.
"Trust" is the most important element.
Although it's challenging, I do wish I could have it.


P/s: I do hope you will be the one, Mr. Goo. =)

 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Mr. Right ♥

             Charlotte & Sheng

I think i found.
I found the Mr. Right =)

We've known each other for more than a year
Probably more than two years.
I don't actually know how long exactly we've known each other
But that's not the main concern.
The main point is, I don't even know that I'll fall in love with him.
N.E.V.E.R seriously.

However, maybe that's what the Man up in the heaven has planned for us.
I don't even know he meant so much for me.
So so much!

From :-
stranger --> wushu mate--> Hi-Bye friend --> listener --> close friend --> lover --> soul mate

I love him more than words can say.

He is:-
my best listener ever;
my best advisor ever;
my best guardian ever;
my best financial advisor;
my best live calculator ever;
my best chef ever?XD
my best person to rely on whenever I'm upset.

I can't imagine my life without him.
Seriously, I can't.

Time flies, we have been together for 10 months.
In the beginning of our love journey, I'm still curious.
I'm wondering can we have a long love journey together.
Cause I know pretty much of his previous love story.
I wonder if he actually let go his previous girlfriend (which I think she looks better than me and he loves her deeply).
I wonder if I'm just the substitution.
But now, I'm happy that we're still together. ^^
I'm happy to be with him.
I feel pampered! 
Feels like I'm his princess.
Yes, he treats me like I'm a princess!
Can you imagine it? How great that feels? =)
It feels very very great! That feeling never stops. Never.
From the beginning till now.
It's still around me.

Dear,
Can i ask you something?
Can we stay with each other forever?
Can we have our own family in future?
Can we treat each other like how we treat each other now in the future?
Can we? =)

I do hope we'll stay forever..
You so much!


L.O.V.E