10 July 2011

it's Saturday.

i stayed in the hostel as im not going back to hometown due to coursework test on Monday.

hmmm...it's Law paper..

the subjects that i dislike.

cause there are a lots of Sections to memorise.

but for sure, i didn't memorise ><

i will only memorize when there is final exam =.=lll

hmm...hope i can pass this subject..

i know i didn't pay much effort on it..

i saw my sis uploaded my family's photo just now..

honestly, i miss my mama...

i miss my home so much.....

it's been one month i didn't return home...

test, wushu, both of this busy me up..=(

i swear im gonna back home next week after PA test.

although it's only for 24hours in home.

mama called me up last nite..

she advised me not to go out today

coz there's terriorisme goin on outside..

what's going on with the society nowadays?

can't we just live peacefully?

i feel it's so horrible and scary..

hope one fine day, all of us may live in peacefully..

bad mood

since last nite i have a very bad mood..

till today.

i can't control myself being so emotional.

or maybe i should say angry.

i were to learn new things in wushu last nite

and coz im stupid as wat he always say,

i cant follow up wat master has taught

or maybe the pose is nt as perfect as all of us expect.

i knw i didnt did it well.

i knw im not gud in it

bt can u juz encourage me by saying jia you rather than '酱差的啊?' PLEASE?!!

please lar, im new in wushu man!

u dissappoint me

and oso make me dissappointed on myself !

aren't a boyfriend should encourage his girlfriend and not to distract her by saying those word?!

haiz.

besides that, my leg was pain last nite due to wushu too.

bt 一句慰问的话都没有!

反而在一旁跟别的女生玩!

现在是什么啊？！当我没到？!

how am i not being emotional?

how can i dun feel angry?!

next step of my life

"What do you plan to do after you graduate from Diploma?"

this is the question that always been asked all these days..

this is also a question that i asked myself frequently these days as this is the final semester for my Diploma level.

seriously, i don't know what is the next move i want or i plan to take.

i've thought of wanted to work after Diploma,

i've thought of continue Advanced Diploma,

i've thought of proceed to Degree..

but all these decision is only last for a short period,三分钟热度.

i still can't confirm what is the next step of my life...

i might as well find a work to earn money from young?

or might as well proceed to Degree to gain more knowledge for better pay in the future??

it's very hard for me to make decision...

haiz...can anyone tell me what is the next move i should take?

Amazing Results! ^.^

i shud update my blog on time actually,

bt i was too lazy to log in..

until today, i decide to update ..=P

well, i've got my final exam's results!^^

and im happy with my result.

u knw why??

coz i passed all my subjects!!!!!

i was like ''WOW!!!!!"

when i get to knw my result =DD

i tell myself, "finally i did it!"

coz for the passed 5 sems, i've been failing at least one subject every semester started from the first semester..><

can u imagine hw dissappointed i am when i saw my result for the passed few sems..=(

tat is why i felt sooooooo Happy when i knw i passed all the subjects~

i finally knw tat u will deserve a good result when u work hard..

i hope i will do it as well in dis semester in order to graduate on time!

not hesitate to tell u my results =P

ME A

MIS A-

MYOB A

MA B+

keep it up Charlotte!

u can do it!!

Jia you!!^^

6 May 2011

basically i hv been emo for abt 4 days..if im nt mistaken..

i dun knw why...

i dun knw why i cant juz let it go..

maybe i were juz too small gas..maybe.

maybe, im still waiting him to do somethng to make me happy..

bt actually he did. he do try to make me happy

bt then, my heart still feel angry, unhappy, dissappointed..

till nw, i gt ntg to talk,ntg to chat with him..

we were nt like previous anymore..

thngs between us changed..

tmr(7 May 2011) will be his 21th advanced birthday party...

honestly, i feel excited before we argue..

bt after argument, i hv no feeling with it anymore..

moreover, i was thnking hw am i goin to face him tmr?

can anyone tell me what's wrong with me?

pretty

after my observation,

i realised tat The best accessory a girl can own is confidence.

a girl will naturally become pretty when they hv confident.

hmm...

i hope i can be pretty too...

bt too bad..im nt><

lack of confidence i guess=P

eventually, i realised tat im gaining weight!><

my face from 'V-shape' turns into round,

my waist from 26 increase to 28 i thnk..=(

i told myself to keep fit actually...

bt too bad..

my will nt strong enuf..

i continue to eat rather than exercise><

hmm...

i thnk i shud start from today! [i hope i can do it=X]

gambateh!=)

[ 宿舍一人篇 ]

经过一连串的lecture,

tutorial,

coursework,

assignment,

还有FINAL EXAM,

终于,来到了所有活在这世界上的人都爱的[假期]!=D

这次的假期长达一个月呢! 多好啊!

可很不幸的是，我必须在假期的第三个星期回到学院..=(

原因？

原因是因为我加入了拉曼学院武术研究会.(p/s: 嫁鸡随鸡 xD, 开玩笑的啦~)

学会为了要在society day当天要我们表演一些东西给新的学生，所以要练习..

就这样，我只享受短短两个星期的假期..

也就这样现在的我就在宿舍的食堂独自一人上网,写写部落..

每天就困在房间里对着电脑..不是看戏,就是听歌,不然就是玩游戏..

说实话，真的有够力无聊的咯~

没人陪我聊天..每天看戏就只有戏里的人对我说话,而我却不能对它说话>

hmmm....有朋友在身旁的确是好的..

至少可以聊聊天..

还好早上又到学院练习武术，还有人可以和我聊天..=)

希望我这几天不会闷到'发霉'吧~=X