Dissapointment.....

dissapointment.....
wat does it means??
does it means sadness??
unhappiness??

actually i felt disappointed from the day i saw his msg with his frends...
it happened two days ago...

he planned to celebrate his birthday in this coming May with his frends....:(
haiz......
my plan spoilt....

i planned to celebrate with him....
i have planned come back KL n have a walk with him...
watch a movie or something like tat during his birthday...
but in the end....
my wish.......
gone.....

doesnt he wish to celebrate his 1st birthday with me after we get together??
doesnt he wish to hear i say Happy Birthday to him face to face??
doesnt he??
or he wish to celebrate it with his fellow buddies...??

i was looking forward to celebrate it with him...
but wat is he thinking??
haiz....

i didnt tell him abt this....
i dun wan him to feel tat im forcing him to celebrate with me..
it is his birthday..
he has the choice to choose who to celebrate with..

but anyway...
i will wish him Happy Birthday on tat day....