Happy 11 Months ♥

24 June 2013 (Monday)

Yeap, it's today.
It's our 11 months together. =)

I'm blessed!
I feel thankful that I met him.
He is such a loving man.

Dear,
Thank you for loving me;
Thank you for caring me;
Thank you for enduring me;
Thank you for tolerating me;
Thank you for everything.

You do make me feel happy always,
Sometimes you did some stupid actions to make me laugh like mad.
(Other people thinks that you are cool) LOL
Actually you are not cool in front of me, you are a fool? haha

Dear, I Love You!
Happy 11 Months together!♥

Mr.and Mrs.

I believe every girl in this world have a dream.

Even it's not "every", then it would be "most".

I believe most of the girls in this world has a dream.

Just like the fairy tale.

Every girl wish there is a prince who will love her forever.

Every girl wish there is a prince who will marry her.

Yes, this is one of my dream.

Since I grown up, I do wish there is a man who will take care of me.

I do wish to get married with the man I love.

Of course, the man have to love me too.

Since I'm 16, I wish I could get married when I'm 25.

Hmm.. let's see will it comes true in future. =)

One of my best friend is going to get married next year (11 January 2014).

I'm happy to hear this news.

She found her Mr.Right.

Hope she will have happiness ever after. 

Marriage ain't easy.

It's not the same as when in a relationship.

It's a new chapter of the entire life.

It's ain't easy to maintain.

It's a life that we've to learn to be even more responsible than before.

We have to be more tolerance than before.

hmm.. many more that we have to learn to maintain a good marriage.

"Trust" is the most important element.

Although it's challenging, I do wish I could have it.

P/s: I do hope you will be the one, Mr. Goo. =)

 

Mr. Right ♥

             Charlotte & Sheng

I think i found.

I found the Mr. Right =)

We've known each other for more than a year

Probably more than two years.

I don't actually know how long exactly we've known each other

But that's not the main concern.

The main point is, I don't even know that I'll fall in love with him.

N.E.V.E.R seriously.

However, maybe that's what the Man up in the heaven has planned for us.

I don't even know he meant so much for me.

So so much!

From :-

stranger --> wushu mate--> Hi-Bye friend --> listener --> close friend --> lover --> soul mate

I love him more than words can say.

He is:-

my best listener ever;

my best advisor ever;

my best guardian ever;

my best financial advisor;

my best live calculator ever;

my best chef ever?XD

my best person to rely on whenever I'm upset.

I can't imagine my life without him.

Seriously, I can't.

Time flies, we have been together for 10 months.

In the beginning of our love journey, I'm still curious.

I'm wondering can we have a long love journey together.

Cause I know pretty much of his previous love story.

I wonder if he actually let go his previous girlfriend (which I think she looks better than me and he loves her deeply).

I wonder if I'm just the substitution.

But now, I'm happy that we're still together. ^^

I'm happy to be with him.

I feel pampered! 

Feels like I'm his princess.

Yes, he treats me like I'm a princess!

Can you imagine it? How great that feels? =)

It feels very very great! That feeling never stops. Never.

From the beginning till now.

It's still around me.

Dear,

Can i ask you something?

Can we stay with each other forever?

Can we have our own family in future?

Can we treat each other like how we treat each other now in the future?

Can we? =)

I do hope we'll stay forever..

I ♥ You so much!

L.O.V.E ♥

Career

Hey guys! Doing good out there? LOL (I know nobody is going to answer me as this is a private blog XD)

Once again, I'm here to blog.

Ermm.. guess that i'm to free to do this. Cause there would be no time to blog if i'm working.

Yeah, I've stopped working.

Guess what? I applied for a vacancy of Audit Executive. 

That position sounds professional, huh?

However, I did not like it at all..

Yes, it is a job that I just need to sit in the office with the air-conditioner on, work with the formal attire which makes us look very professional. But, maybe I'm an outgoing person, I can;t stand the 'boring-ness' in the office, so...I quit. =D

I seriously feel accounting doesn't suits me at all.. 

I regret I took it very very much..

What I can do now is just search for the jobs that I can stand with.

Till now, I'm searching..

Wish me luck guys! =)

 

Future . Uncertainty

With a winked of eye,

it's been almost 4 years I'm here with Tunku Abdul Rahman College

My tertiary education institution.

It surprised me that I've survived. LOL

I mean, I could endure for such a long time here.

I was once thinking of giving up,

I couldn't handle the stress that I'm facing.

I cried, yes, I cried.

I cried out of my lungs,

till my eyes was swollen.

However, I persisted. 

And now, I'm almost graduated.

Yes, I did it. Advanced Diploma In Business Studies In Accounting.

I'm glad that I did not give up. 

I'm glad that there are friends and family who being so supportive when I'm in dilemma.

Sincerely,Thank you!

Time waited for no one.

It has come to the time for me to explore the real world.

I can't imagine..

I can't imagine how it looks like, the world outside.

I guess, 

it would be,

full of competition

fake people all over the place

nobody is going to be truthful to you.

Yeah, I guess that would be how it looks like.

That is why I'm afraid.

I'm not willing to face the reality.

I'm worry.

If i could, I wish I need not face the world forever,

but I know very clearly, 

this will not happened.

Cause, as human lives, they need money to survive.

好多好多话想对你说
可说了你也不理我…
老人家…我的心很痛…真很痛…
每次想到都会想哭…
老实告诉我，好吗？她写给你的信到底在哪里…
你都藏起来了吗？如果是，可以告诉我你把它们藏起来的原因吗？
我告诉过你吧，你不给我个明确的答案我是不会罢休的
我不想你对我有任何的隐瞒…因为我自问对你没有一丝隐瞒
我想跟你过以后的日子
但如果其中一方有隐瞒，试问怎么过以后的日子

安全感

这两个星期心情特别底落...
想了很多...
想了很多我们之间的事..
最常想的问题就是：
我们，会长久吗？
你，还想她吧？


对，我_缺_乏_安_全_感_
我，真的很缺乏安全感

试问，当两个人在一起，你看到了对方还收这前任的东西，你心里会舒服吗？
试问，当你看到对方手机里还存着对方的照片，你会怎么想？
试问，当你看到对方手机里还没改掉对前任的称呼，你会怎么想

亲爱的,
我没说，不代表我不介意
我没说，不代表我可以接受
我，介意的很!!

我曾经对你说过吧？
当我跟前任分手后，我都会把一切给删了..
因为我想给下一任一些安全感，
因为这样才对得起下一任，
可是当初的你却当作不一回事
说了一句，：我没有理这些的
那就算了
到后来，我向你坦白了一切，告诉你我要你删掉
你说等你得空才删..
好，我等
但是，亲爱的，
两个多月了,你都没删..
这两个多月里，难道你每天都在忙吗？
难道空闲的半个小时来删都没有吗？
我，真的很介意...
你就当作我不够大方吧..
说我小器也没关系..
我就是介意..
我没有办法容忍我的男人表面上是爱我，但行为举止却没办法让我感受到安全感..

昨晚，我看到了你说你看到之前你去bon odori的照片..
还说了那些是美好的回忆..
当我看到那一句话时，我当场愣了..
当初，你是跟她去的吧？
你，想念她了吧？

其实我还看到你五天前说：不再留念

亲爱的...
三个月了，可我还是没有安全感..
你总会让我胡思乱想..
我真的对我们的感情没有信心..


如果你不爱我，请你提早告诉我，好吗？
不要让我越陷越深，深得无法自拔....
如果你不爱我，请你提早告诉我，好吗？
我会放你走，因为我知道勉强没有幸福..


最后..
我想说...
我，真的爱你..
现在的我，连想你都会哭..