6 May 2011

basically i hv been emo for abt 4 days..if im nt mistaken..

i dun knw why...

i dun knw why i cant juz let it go..

maybe i were juz too small gas..maybe.

maybe, im still waiting him to do somethng to make me happy..

bt actually he did. he do try to make me happy

bt then, my heart still feel angry, unhappy, dissappointed..

till nw, i gt ntg to talk,ntg to chat with him..

we were nt like previous anymore..

thngs between us changed..

tmr(7 May 2011) will be his 21th advanced birthday party...

honestly, i feel excited before we argue..

bt after argument, i hv no feeling with it anymore..

moreover, i was thnking hw am i goin to face him tmr?

can anyone tell me what's wrong with me?

pretty

after my observation,

i realised tat The best accessory a girl can own is confidence.

a girl will naturally become pretty when they hv confident.

hmm...

i hope i can be pretty too...

bt too bad..im nt><

lack of confidence i guess=P

eventually, i realised tat im gaining weight!><

my face from 'V-shape' turns into round,

my waist from 26 increase to 28 i thnk..=(

i told myself to keep fit actually...

bt too bad..

my will nt strong enuf..

i continue to eat rather than exercise><

hmm...

i thnk i shud start from today! [i hope i can do it=X]

gambateh!=)

[ 宿舍一人篇 ]

经过一连串的lecture,

tutorial,

coursework,

assignment,

还有FINAL EXAM,

终于,来到了所有活在这世界上的人都爱的[假期]!=D

这次的假期长达一个月呢! 多好啊!

可很不幸的是，我必须在假期的第三个星期回到学院..=(

原因？

原因是因为我加入了拉曼学院武术研究会.(p/s: 嫁鸡随鸡 xD, 开玩笑的啦~)

学会为了要在society day当天要我们表演一些东西给新的学生，所以要练习..

就这样，我只享受短短两个星期的假期..

也就这样现在的我就在宿舍的食堂独自一人上网,写写部落..

每天就困在房间里对着电脑..不是看戏,就是听歌,不然就是玩游戏..

说实话，真的有够力无聊的咯~

没人陪我聊天..每天看戏就只有戏里的人对我说话,而我却不能对它说话>

hmmm....有朋友在身旁的确是好的..

至少可以聊聊天..

还好早上又到学院练习武术，还有人可以和我聊天..=)

希望我这几天不会闷到'发霉'吧~=X

23 FEB 2011..[RESULT]

result is OUT!!!!!!
oh gosh....
i tried to online abt 10am bt thr is no line for me to surf the net..>wait and wait and wait for thr line in the end no..=='''
thus,i decide to gv up as i waited for so long and the time to go college is around the corner..

around 1pm+,babe ask for my password of tarc intranet and he check my result for me.
oh god...
seriouly, i dun dare to open my msg by the time the msg was delivered to me..=3
i dare up myself and open up my msg,
surprisingly,i passed all subjects except MA..T.T
bt i feel glad abt it actually.
coz i tot i will failed more than a subject..
phew..1 subject is ok for me as it is my 'culture'..=='''

nw,my wish is to pass all subjects in this sem and oso the last sem..
GOD BLESS me~~

JIA YOU charlotte!!=)

22 Feb 2011

exam result is coming out by tmr...=3

seriously,i feel nervous and scare as well.

coz i knw my result will be kinda sucks dis time as i didnt do well in the exam..

i knw, tmr will be an unhappy day for me

i knw, i will feel vry dissappointed of myself tmr..

i knw,my parents will dissappointed on me as well when they get to knw tat..

i knw, i will be scolded by father when he knows tat..

i knw, i hv to waste another RM100 for each subject i failed...

i knw...i could predict wat will happen tmr..

i wanted to chg the fact..

bt it's too late..

i cant chg it,

i've no power to do tat..

the only thng i could do is feeling sad,

the only thng i could do is feeling unhappy,

the only thng i could do is feel dissappointed,

the only thng i could do is do well for dis semester..[i dunu whether i can]

i hope thr is miracle tmr...*pray*

Meet Up~(^.^)V

i thought i won't meet him up during CNY,
bt in the end,
i meet him up!=DDD
he came to my hse on the second day of CNY...
and he stays here until the seventh day of CNY...=)
hw happy am i for tat few days.
we visit frens hse,went for bbq, played with my frens, movie,sing k,and shopping

i guess he wasted lots of money dis time..
coz he treats me a lot..
thank u babe..=@

we took some photos together too!^^

i plan to wash those photo out..

hmmm...see when i free,i'll go wash lu~

he went bek home yesterday..

i thnk after valentine,dunu when can meet ler~

coz actually i scare..

we can meet each other everyday last time and nw the other way round,

i reli feel scare..

hmm...hope sometime we can meet each other lu~

and, valentine is coming..

i hope to gv you some surprise bt i dunu wat surprise i could gv u~

i thnk i will chg my mind,

not to gv u surprise,bt juz want to be with u on tat day..

Happy Chinese New Year~=)

today is the first day of CNY..=)
dunu why i woke up sooooo early though i didnt set alarm to wake me up..xD
slept at2.50am and woke up at 6.56 am..><
and yet,i dun feel a little sleepy..
maybe i ady get used to it??
i dunu..=P
hmmm...
新的一年，新的希望=)
hope in dis year,
all my family will be in the good health!
万事如意
心想事成...
and i hope i can ggraduate on time...=X
and i hope i can be slim..haha^^
hope everone enjoy their CNY lu~~

GONG XI GONG XI~^^