面对_接受_向前

In the interview,the interviewer ask me to introduce myself and say something about my weaknesses and strengths.

I would say that one of my weaknesses are lack of confidence.

I don't even know since when I became so coward.

I'm afraid and worry of everything.

My academic results, my relationship, 

even now my future career.

I even dare not send out the resume.

Gosh! It's terrible. Yea, I know, it's terrible.

I shouldn't be that way.

After I tell the interviewer about my story,

she analysed myself.

She makes me realised that I'm actually keep refreshing how well I am in the past,

and I actually did not move and and accept the changes that I'm facing.

After she said that, some pictures flashed through my mind.

What she said is true! 

Argh! I hate myself right now actually.

No, I have to make a change.

I have to accept and move on!

Come on Charl! You can do it!
Be brave and you will be proud of yourself!

These are some quotes to motivate myself.