12 April 2012

♥ 2 years and 6 months Anniversary

Happy Anniversary, Dear =)

i hope there will be more anniversaries with you in the future! ^^

I Love You babe! ♥

18 April 2012

18 April 2012

went Greenbox with besties

and sang for 5 hours!

aww, it's kinda

imagine how tired those singers are when they are having their concerts

they dance, they rush to the back stage to have the attire changed and rush back to the stage to sing again @@

3 of us were just sitting there and sing and we felt tired ==''

but I ENJOYED! ^^

its fun to hang out with them

full of laughter

full of joy

smile is always on our faces. =)

we are besties forever. yes! i want to be your friends forever!

i'm glad to have friend like both of them.

they are funny

they like to joke at each other

they like to flirt at each other

and i like to see them that way

that's the real them! =D

Irene and Peai Yee

I Love Both of You sooooooooo Much!

Please don't leave me alone.

in future, no matter where we go,

no matter where we are,

no matter how far apart we are,

no matter how long we didn't see each other,

no matter how long we didn't contact each other,

remember,

you will always be MY BEST FRIENDS!!

Remember this! =)

I LOVE YOU BOTH BESTIES!!^^

My Besties!! ♥

Updates

it has been a long time i didn't update my bloggie..

let me update it by writting things that happened to me in this very beginning of this year 2012

started this year with an amazing Chinese New Year 2012

been to many places to visits old friends that we seldom get together as all of us are busy with works and studies..

though it's tiring, but we had fun!

here there are some of the photos that i'm able to take. =)

Secondary School Friends

erm..how should i describe this? primary school friends?@@

in February, i was messed up with all the tests and assignments and presentations!

Phew~ they stressed me up seriously

but, i do learned something through it.

i learnt how to manage time appropriately

i learnt how to deal with people

i learnt who to speak in front of audience

i gain confidence

i gain knowledge

i gain interpersonal skills

it helps a lot in the future =)

well, after all the tests, assignments and presentations are done, it's time to prepare for the final examination.

i did not well well, as usual.

hope the results will not be disappointing me like last semester. i hope it would be better than that.

in march, unhappy thing happened to my family..

granpa passed away in 23 March 2012 ( Saturday) , 8.30am at General Hospital Seremban.

he suffered from lung cancer

he did not looks ill till the day we celebrate grandma's birthday, i realized that he looked weak.. very weak...

he slept and rest on the chair as he felt very tired..

after that, he awake, he tries to walk to his room to have a rest again..

from then, i saw his steps was slow.. very very slow...

he looked different as usual that day..

the next day after that day,

he was sent to the hospital

and 13days later, he was gone to the heaven..

grandpa..

we will miss you..

you will always in our heart...

the last picture of grandpa..

in April, i am in my holiday mood! =)

on the 14 April, i went to the Tiger Asian Music Festival in Sunway Surf Beach with my beloved.

it was fun and crazy.

the very first time i watch concert so near to the stage!

i stand at the most front row!^^

hmm...hope to have such a chance again in the future =)

Friends..=)

since i continue my studies in advanced,

i feel lonely.. i feel scared after one of my besties left me cause of her result..

i feel totally upset after she left me alone in college..

i've to go through all those days by myself with other friends.

i am a girl that do not like to make friends by myself.

i like to make friends through my friends.

therefore, i try to make friends and talk to my classmates.

and now, i make 3 best friends in college.=)

ashley, wai kuan and sok yi.

they truely good and take care of me..

when i have problems, they will comfort me..

i cried in front of them, they will tell me every things will be okay..

friends, thank you !=)

崩溃

我真的崩溃了...

一连串的assignment 和小考让我喘不过气来

我无法再继续下去

觉得自己不是读这一科的料子..=(

好想放弃_

现在的我根本连望notes都不要..

没人能帮得了，除了自己

可我连帮也不想帮我自己

谁能告诉我

我该怎么办..

choose according your will

i feel like crying

i feel so stupid

and

i feel so sorry

sorry to myself

sorry to my parents

and

sorry to my group members

since the new semester starts,

i don't know what am i doing.

i don't even understand what the lecture or the tutor taught or said

i don't even understand what should i answer in the assignment question

i don't even understand what should i answer in the individual test during mid-term

it's wrong since the beginning

i should have choose the field that i interested with

i should have not choose the field that i'm not interested with

i hate accounts

i hate mathematics

i hate calculations

maybe

i should discuss with my parents

i should withdraw from this sucks course

i should not waste my time doing things that i don't like

这两天的我有点失落
再过两个星期就是我Diploma 的毕业典礼了..
早前一个月我就通知家人
好让他们当天能出席
尤其是老爸
可昨天他却说他没办法出席
原因？
要工作
咳...
工作固然重要
但
难道一天不工作不行吗?
我真的很希望当天爸爸能出席
一起分享我的喜悦..
我这小小的要求也不能为我牺牲一天的工作吗?
我真的很失落
我真的很失望
我真的很难过