final semester of Diploma.

after 2 years of study

here comes the final semester of my Diploma life..

and here comes the final exam..

good luck in exam everyone!=)

差一点

i still remember it's Sunday

i was thinking whether i should let go

i were emo for the whole saturday night..

thinking why he could forgot what i've told him..

thinking we've been together for about 2 years and yet he don't know that i don't like being told things last minute..

i've been telling him my way of living when we get together initially.

but why?

why can he fogot what i've said...

and,

both of us were about to:

i raised it up.

i asked him ''what if one day i say want to brake with you.''

i know that it wasn't a big matter to raise the 2 words out.

but i can't control myself to keep thinking about that.

we discussed that issue and at last, we didn't brake up.

we knew that we both still love each other very much.

i can't live without him and so do him...

we promise each other not to leave each other..

i believe we can do it if i didn't think too much again..

I ♥ You

2 more days to go.=D

it's 10 July 2011 today babe.

2 more days to go and it's our 1 year and 9 months anniversary.=)

i guess we are not going to celebrate it anywhere.

cause i know you will be rushing for assignment on that day..

it's ok with me actually..cause im looking forward for our 2 years anniversary much more than this!=)

hmmm...time really flies..

i cant believe we've been together for almost 2 years..

since the month of June 2009 till today 10 July 2011...

we've known each other for more than 2 years..

how amazing..

if no sudden event, i will appreciate you for the rest of my life..

10 July 2011

it's Saturday.

i stayed in the hostel as im not going back to hometown due to coursework test on Monday.

hmmm...it's Law paper..

the subjects that i dislike.

cause there are a lots of Sections to memorise.

but for sure, i didn't memorise ><

i will only memorize when there is final exam =.=lll

hmm...hope i can pass this subject..

i know i didn't pay much effort on it..

i saw my sis uploaded my family's photo just now..

honestly, i miss my mama...

i miss my home so much.....

it's been one month i didn't return home...

test, wushu, both of this busy me up..=(

i swear im gonna back home next week after PA test.

although it's only for 24hours in home.

mama called me up last nite..

she advised me not to go out today

coz there's terriorisme goin on outside..

what's going on with the society nowadays?

can't we just live peacefully?

i feel it's so horrible and scary..

hope one fine day, all of us may live in peacefully..

bad mood

since last nite i have a very bad mood..

till today.

i can't control myself being so emotional.

or maybe i should say angry.

i were to learn new things in wushu last nite

and coz im stupid as wat he always say,

i cant follow up wat master has taught

or maybe the pose is nt as perfect as all of us expect.

i knw i didnt did it well.

i knw im not gud in it

bt can u juz encourage me by saying jia you rather than '酱差的啊?' PLEASE?!!

please lar, im new in wushu man!

u dissappoint me

and oso make me dissappointed on myself !

aren't a boyfriend should encourage his girlfriend and not to distract her by saying those word?!

haiz.

besides that, my leg was pain last nite due to wushu too.

bt 一句慰问的话都没有!

反而在一旁跟别的女生玩!

现在是什么啊？！当我没到？!

how am i not being emotional?

how can i dun feel angry?!