崩溃

我真的崩溃了...

一连串的assignment 和小考让我喘不过气来

我无法再继续下去

觉得自己不是读这一科的料子..=(

好想放弃_

现在的我根本连望notes都不要..

没人能帮得了，除了自己

可我连帮也不想帮我自己

谁能告诉我

我该怎么办..

choose according your will

i feel like crying

i feel so stupid

and

i feel so sorry

sorry to myself

sorry to my parents

and

sorry to my group members

since the new semester starts,

i don't know what am i doing.

i don't even understand what the lecture or the tutor taught or said

i don't even understand what should i answer in the assignment question

i don't even understand what should i answer in the individual test during mid-term

it's wrong since the beginning

i should have choose the field that i interested with

i should have not choose the field that i'm not interested with

i hate accounts

i hate mathematics

i hate calculations

maybe

i should discuss with my parents

i should withdraw from this sucks course

i should not waste my time doing things that i don't like

这两天的我有点失落
再过两个星期就是我Diploma 的毕业典礼了..
早前一个月我就通知家人
好让他们当天能出席
尤其是老爸
可昨天他却说他没办法出席
原因？
要工作
咳...
工作固然重要
但
难道一天不工作不行吗?
我真的很希望当天爸爸能出席
一起分享我的喜悦..
我这小小的要求也不能为我牺牲一天的工作吗?
我真的很失落
我真的很失望
我真的很难过