counting down 13days

it's the day i looking for every year..

don't know why i'm so looking forward.

maybe cause

i love party?

i love surprises?

i love present?

but always i can;t get as what i expected.

maybe my expectation is too high..

i wish to have surprises..

but always there was zero surprises.

i wish that something can makes me feel touch and make my tears to flow out,

but....

hmm...i hope there would be something special this year.=)

holidays with worry

finally, it comes to the end

and here comes the holidays..

but it was not a happy holidays..

it was a worry holidays =(

what makes me feel worry?

is this the question you wanna ask?

well,

its my final exam result i'm worrying

it was not as good as i expected.

i can feel it, coz i didn't do well ..=(

i do hope there was miracle in this world for this moment.

for real, i do hope.

i do hope i can graduate smoothly not to disappoint my parents.

i hope i can be pride for my parents in front of their friends.

don't you think so?

don't you think when you have children and they did well you will be proud in front of ur frens?

for now,

i still in the 'ocean' of worry.

i'm in the ocean.

hope for miracle too.