choose according your will

i feel like crying

i feel so stupid

and

i feel so sorry

sorry to myself

sorry to my parents

and

sorry to my group members

since the new semester starts,

i don't know what am i doing.

i don't even understand what the lecture or the tutor taught or said

i don't even understand what should i answer in the assignment question

i don't even understand what should i answer in the individual test during mid-term

it's wrong since the beginning

i should have choose the field that i interested with

i should have not choose the field that i'm not interested with

i hate accounts

i hate mathematics

i hate calculations

maybe

i should discuss with my parents

i should withdraw from this sucks course

i should not waste my time doing things that i don't like